| Location | Hanworth |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 3/1999 |
| Date of Death | 28/03/1999 |
| Visitors | 1,980 since 05/10/2008 |
| Creator |
DUE - 16TH OCTOBER 1999
LOST - 28TH MARCH 1999
When i fell pregant i was so happy as i wanted another baby so my little girl wouldnt be an only
child.
I was 13 weeks pregnant and had a date all lined up for the hospital for a scan but before i could
go to this appointment i started bleeding. Paul took me to the hospital and they kept me in over
night for a scan but because on the scan there was a heart beat they sent me home. I was at Pauls
mums house when i was ready to leave and i got up it was like i had wet myself and because i was in
such a state i thought it was blood but it was after that i was told it was water. Paul took me back
to A+E driving like a mad man through red lights and everything as i was screaming in pain. When i
arrived at A+E i was being booked in when i felt the baby come away. I was rushed into a side room
and told to undress this is when i saw my baby, he was so tiny but so formed with little arms and
legs this is when the doctor told me it was a boy. As the bleeding had stopped i was sent home and
told to come back in two days if nothing else had come away. I went home and rested and on the
second day i went shopping but while i was out i felt something else come away so i went into a
toilet and found this thing that looked like a baby but it was not as formed as the other one so
Paul took me back to the hospital with the thing wrapped up in some tissue so the doctors could see
it. One doctor asked if twins was in my family and that got me thinking it was a baby but another
doctor said it was after birth so i asked for the thing i had lost to be sent away for testing. I
was sent for a D+C and then sent home a few hours later. I waited a few weeks and then was told that
it was in fact another baby and i was going to have identical twin boys.
I found this miscarriage hard as i was so young and it was 2days before my 18th birthday.
If they was here they would be 9years old i think about them alot if they was here they would have
been called DEVON and KANE. But then i think that if i had them i wouldnt have my wonderful daughter
who i had nearly a year after losing my boys.
I am so sorry x
I am so sorry to see that this page has been dedicated to two babies who never even got the chance to live.
I cannot imagine how it must have felt and I just dread the thought of this ever happening to me or in fact anyone, I wouldnt even wish this on a worst enemy.
From talking to you I know that you are a great woman who dotes on her kids and I hope you all the happiness in the world. You have helped me a lot these few weeks and I cannot tell you how thankful I am for that.
And I have seen the pictures of your other children and i'm not just saying this to be polite but they are beautiful.
Thank you so much and i'm so sorry for your loss.
A PARENTS HEARTACHE
A grieving parent is someone who will never forget there child no matter how painful memories are.
A grieving parent is someone who yearns to be with there child but cannot conceive leaving their living ones.
A grieving parent is someone who has part of a heart as the rest has gone with their child.
A grieving parent is someone who begs for relief from the memories which plague them and then feels guilty when they get it.
A grieving parent is someone who pretends to be happy and enjoying life when they are really dying inside.
A grieving parent is someone who can cry or laugh at the drop of a hat whenever they remember their beloved child.
A grieving parent is someone who feels as if they have just lost their child yesterday no matter how much time has passed.
A grieving parent is someone who fears for their remaining family because they cannot bear to have any more losses.
A grieving parent is someone who sits by their child's memorial and feels a knife stabbing their heart.
A grieving parent is someone who wants to help others who have lost a loved one because somehow others loss is theirs all over again
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WISHING YOU N YOUR FAMILY A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR.. MAY GOD SHOWER ALL HIS BLESSINGS ON YOUR FAMILY, AND MAY 2009' PROVED TO BE THE BEST YEAR FOR YOUR LIFE..
THANK YOU DEAR FOR YOUR CONSTANT LOVE AND SUPPORT ..
I APOLOGISE, FOR THE LACK OF CANDLES, AS I WAS ILL.. BUT THANK YOU FOR LOOKING UP MA ANGEL..
GOD BLESS YOU N YOUR ANGEL AS ALWAYS..
MUCH LOVE SURINA XX
☆ All My love to you And your Angel ☆
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are never really lost to us
for everywhere their special love lives on.
Luv Tuds Mam xxxxx
XxX MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 XxX
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With love from surina and angel vinny xxx
Thank you for all your support this year.. you are a true friend .. love always surina xxx
MERRY CHRISTMAS
♥♥SNOWMAN KISSES♥♥
♥Snowflakes from Heaven as white as can be!♥
♥Can build a Snowman for!♥
♥all to see!♥
♥He's cute and cuddly and full of good wishes!♥
♥And wants to give you a bunch of his kisses!♥
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♥♥Thankyou for all your Support♥♥ xx
MERRY CHRISTMAS ..
It's a wonderful feeling
Made all the more specials because
I know this is just the beginning
Of the understanding and
Trust we will share, for with the time.
Sometimes I feel like a flower, opening up beneath
The golden warmth of your love,
Responding to the sunshine
That the very sight of you brings
I want to know you completely…
I want to give all of myself to you.
Holding nothing back
Except for the mystery that
Allows us to be separate people~
Joined by one beautiful love.
Merry Christmas with all my love.
LOVE SURINA AND ANGEL XX
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