| Location | Hanworth |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 3/1999 |
| Date of Death | 28/03/1999 |
| Visitors | 1,981 since 05/10/2008 |
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DUE - 16TH OCTOBER 1999
LOST - 28TH MARCH 1999
When i fell pregant i was so happy as i wanted another baby so my little girl wouldnt be an only
child.
I was 13 weeks pregnant and had a date all lined up for the hospital for a scan but before i could
go to this appointment i started bleeding. Paul took me to the hospital and they kept me in over
night for a scan but because on the scan there was a heart beat they sent me home. I was at Pauls
mums house when i was ready to leave and i got up it was like i had wet myself and because i was in
such a state i thought it was blood but it was after that i was told it was water. Paul took me back
to A+E driving like a mad man through red lights and everything as i was screaming in pain. When i
arrived at A+E i was being booked in when i felt the baby come away. I was rushed into a side room
and told to undress this is when i saw my baby, he was so tiny but so formed with little arms and
legs this is when the doctor told me it was a boy. As the bleeding had stopped i was sent home and
told to come back in two days if nothing else had come away. I went home and rested and on the
second day i went shopping but while i was out i felt something else come away so i went into a
toilet and found this thing that looked like a baby but it was not as formed as the other one so
Paul took me back to the hospital with the thing wrapped up in some tissue so the doctors could see
it. One doctor asked if twins was in my family and that got me thinking it was a baby but another
doctor said it was after birth so i asked for the thing i had lost to be sent away for testing. I
was sent for a D+C and then sent home a few hours later. I waited a few weeks and then was told that
it was in fact another baby and i was going to have identical twin boys.
I found this miscarriage hard as i was so young and it was 2days before my 18th birthday.
If they was here they would be 9years old i think about them alot if they was here they would have
been called DEVON and KANE. But then i think that if i had them i wouldnt have my wonderful daughter
who i had nearly a year after losing my boys.
Message From Santa Claus..
If it were in my powers,
I would bring peace and love,
To this world of ours,
But I don't have magic enough,
I can cross the sky,
and pass by the stars,
But I can't seem to stop,
Any of hatred's wars,
I see children on the street,
With no hope left,
in the eyes.
So many homeless people
with no where to sleep.
And my heart cries.
I can't give the things they need,
Oh But God I would try.
I'm only a fantasy,
that once took wings to fly,
Some are deceived,
by the gifts that money can buy,
But those who truly believe,
see the gift with the heart,
not with the eye,
I sometime stop and go to my knees,
and pause,
and I too always pray,
That we will find a end to wars,
and live in peace one day.
For all those who believe in me,
I will continue my cause,
Across the stars,
over the wars,
On Christmas Eve,
For the hearts that still believe,
In Santa Claus.
love from Surina n Angel Maninder xx
DEVON AND KANE'S FAMILY
THIS CANDLE IS TO GIVE YOU STRENGTH AND COMFORT
WITH XMAS COMING UP.
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LUV SUE XXXXXX
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from marie x
With love Surina x
A rose once grew
where all could see,
sheltered beside
a garden wall,
And as the days passed
swiftly by,
it spread its branches, straight and tall...
One day, a beam of light
shone through
a crevice that had
opened wide ~
The rose bent gently
toward its warmth
then passed beyond
to the other side
Now, you who deeply
feel its loss,
be comforted ~ the rose blooms there ~
its beauty even greater now,
nurtured by
God's own loving care.
An Angel kissed my tears away today
when I was sad.
I wasn't feeling quite myself
my day had been so bad.
I felt a warmth brush by me
that quickly dried my tears.
A gentle, kind, and loving touch
that seemed to hold me near.
Immediately, I felt so much better
and the day seemed brighter too.
I guess that's just the way you feel
when an Angel comforts you.
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EVERBODY NEEDS FRIENDS
With love to my special friend xxxx
A little hug from me to you,
To make you smile
when you feel blue,
To make you happy
when your sad,
To let you know
life isn’t so bad.
Now I've given a hug to you,
Somehow I feel much better too
Hugs are better when they're shared
So pass one on to show you care.
Sent with all my love and thanks
sue xxx
Gone too soon
Like A Comet
Blazing 'Cross The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon
Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon
Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon
Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too Soon
Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon
Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night
Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon
Gone Too Soon
God bless luv sue xxxxxx
A MOTHERS LOVE
I didn't have to look into your eyes
to fall in love with you,
I didn't have to hear you cry
to know you loved me too,
I didn't need to hold your hand
to cherish you always,
Within my womb we shared our hearts.
You touched my soul,
You sweetened my spirit,
You gave me memories i will always hold so very dear.
Yes my heart aches since you departed so soon,
But a mothers love does not end with death,
For you are my child,
My love is forever yours
If I should go tomorrow
It would never be goodbye,
For I have left my heart with you,
So don't you ever cry.
The love that's deep within me,
Shall reach you from the stars,
You'll feel it from the heavens,
And it will heal the scars.
Love always to you and your family.. thankyou for all your support you give to me and my dad..have a lovely week xxx
Don't let them say I never lived,
Though something stopped my heart,
I felt the tenderness you gave,
I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can't hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone,
This world was worthy, not, of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face,
You have my word, I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was "meant to be
God doesn't make mistakes",
But that won't soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.
There'll come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And then you'll understand.
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