Devon James And Kane John Stephen Paul Francis

DUE - 16TH OCTOBER 1999
LOST - 28TH MARCH 1999

When i fell pregant i was so happy as i wanted another baby so my little girl wouldnt be an only
child.

I was 13 weeks pregnant and had a date all lined up for the hospital for a scan but before i could
go to this appointment i started bleeding. Paul took me to the hospital and they kept me in over
night for a scan but because on the scan there was a heart beat they sent me home. I was at Pauls
mums house when i was ready to leave and i got up it was like i had wet myself and because i was in
such a state i thought it was blood but it was after that i was told it was water. Paul took me back
to A+E driving like a mad man through red lights and everything as i was screaming in pain. When i
arrived at A+E i was being booked in when i felt the baby come away. I was rushed into a side room
and told to undress this is when i saw my baby, he was so tiny but so formed with little arms and
legs this is when the doctor told me it was a boy. As the bleeding had stopped i was sent home and
told to come back in two days if nothing else had come away. I went home and rested and on the
second day i went shopping but while i was out i felt something else come away so i went into a
toilet and found this thing that looked like a baby but it was not as formed as the other one so
Paul took me back to the hospital with the thing wrapped up in some tissue so the doctors could see
it. One doctor asked if twins was in my family and that got me thinking it was a baby but another
doctor said it was after birth so i asked for the thing i had lost to be sent away for testing. I
was sent for a D+C and then sent home a few hours later. I waited a few weeks and then was told that
it was in fact another baby and i was going to have identical twin boys.
I found this miscarriage hard as i was so young and it was 2days before my 18th birthday.
If they was here they would be 9years old i think about them alot if they was here they would have
been called DEVON and KANE. But then i think that if i had them i wouldnt have my wonderful daughter
who i had nearly a year after losing my boys.